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Sunday, September 3, 2006
Monday, January 30, 2006
4:13AM
well
my stepsister is pregnant. she managed to go roughly 5 months with no one noticing. thats admirable. everyone seems supportive. her boyfriend is almost 23. it makes her seem older than she is, cause she's pretty mature. but like, she's 3 months older than me. and she's having a BABY. i'm still living the life of a high schooler, except instead of going to school i work in a mall. but i mean my main focus is partying and getting laid. in 3 months, she's gonna have a BABY. it's so odd to think about. there's no way i could handle that now. a lot of things in my life have signaled me growing up. i learned how to drive; i got a job; i graduated high school; i (nearly) moved out. all these things made me realized that i am no longer a kid. but sarah, the same age as me, being pregnant, and it basically being acceptable has put me over the top. i'm an adult. i live in a world of paychecks and babies instead of grades and sports. if i didnt appreciated my youth before, i do now. hers is gone. once you have a baby, you cant live the life i live. you cant randomly decide to go into boston 3 times a week. you cant get hammered on a near-nightly basis. you can't stay up til 4 am, because when you do, it sure as hell won't be by choice. i just cant fathom what it would be like to lose all of that in an instant.
so please make sure i dont take life too seriously. lets get drunk together. while we're young.
Sunday, January 8, 2006
4:24PM
i don't know who, if anyone, reads this anymore
the panthers won today in a rape fest that would have been extremely hard to watch if i were a giants fan. just a mess for them. we didnt hit eli manning as hard as i thought we would, but we certainly got to him enough. next is the bears, which honestly i think will be a tougher test than either seattle or washington. i dont want to bring up possible super bowl opponents, because i just want to get there first. once you're there, you can win no matter who you play. just look at the patriots; obviously the less talented team in all 3 of their super bowls.
now that i got in my obligatory dig on the pats, i am now going to mention goals. i never have any. perhaps i should. i really have nothing in my life to strive for. due to that, i just kind of sit around. i don't ever really try and accomplish anything, be it socially or personally. i haven't made an honest effort to get a girl in about 7 months. i haven't really done any athletic activity on a daily basis since i quit the baseball team sophomore year. i believe these two things go hand in hand, and should be my focus this year. i don't really feel healthy. i may look it, because i've been somehow blessed with the ability to eat whatever i want and not gain significant weight. however, this has made me unhealthy on the inside i'm sure. i don't have much energy, and i don't really feel all that great about myself, even if i do happen to look good sometimes. i'd like to start working out and/or running. really the only thing that's stopping me is that i don't like to go out publically and do anything i'm not already good at so i don't want to join a gym, and i don't have any weights or anything at home. i need to find a happy medium here, because i'm told by just about everyone that i'd be quite hot if i had a better body, as opposed to my current coke addict look.
Friday, January 6, 2006
i last commented the night before christmas eve. well, i guess technically it was christmas eve that night.
DECEMBER 24:
this was christmas eve. i woke up at 9:50. i had to be at work at 9:30. whoops. due to my lateness, i had to wear an oakland raiders ridiculous looking hat for half an hour. i dont wanna be late anymore.
that night, i went to dad's for dinner. alison made too much food. sarah spent the whole night talking to her boyfriend on the phone, melissa got mad over petty things, and i once again trumped my whole family in the sanity department (not to be confused with the sanitation department)
DECEMBER 25:
christmas. most people would say something like CHRISTMAS!!11ONEONEONE, but not me. i dont much like christmas. it doesn't hold the same significance as it once did. for me, christmas is now a day to receive a fuckton of money and go candlepin bowling with my best friends. both occured, so this day met par
WEEK AFTER CHRISTMAS:
i worked a lot and did a lot of returns, as you can imagine
NEW YEARS EVE:
oh awesome. my favorite day of the year. seriously, no day even comes CLOSE to this one. this year i went to a party at the hilton homewood suites with a lot of awesome people. crazy shit went on, and i blacked out. i'm told i did a lot of awesome things. these things included walking away from tom while he explained to me his desire for love, pissing off a black kid, and apparently getting into a yelling match over the phone with christina and ryan, and although i remember the phone call i don't remember what happened. he probably went off on me first i guess, cause even blacked out i dont have anything against him other than the fact that he is a dick to me over the phone even when he is totally unprovoked. ah, new years eve. i fucking love you.
NEW YEARS DAY/NATIONAL HANGOVER DAY:
i nursed a hangover all day. /end day
RECENTLY:
not much has gone on. i worked a little, played some cards. back to normal. so if you wanna hang out or something, call me
tonight im supposed to go to some party. i dont really want to cause im tired as fuck. bleh.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
2:17AM
GROSS
I NEED TO BE AT WORK IN 7 HOURS AND 13 MINUTES
AND ITS CHRISTMAS EVE
SO ITS GONNA TAKE LIKE AN HOUR TO FIND A PARKING SPOT
GRAAAAAAH
every time something like this happens to me
i just think so myself
"hey shane you NEVER have to attend school ever again!"
and then i recover a small piece of me which had died in the past
Saturday, December 17, 2005
12:42AM
its the time of year for year recap shit
~January~
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? no
2.Who kissed you at midnight? sam
3. Does it snow where you live? yes
4. Do you like hot chocolate? no
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? lol no
~February~
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? brittney haha
2. What did your valentine get you? nothing
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? it was mandatory
4.Who have you done a project on for Black History Month? barry sanders
5.Do you care if the ground hog see's its shadow or not? not really
~March~
1. Are you Irish? no
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? probably
3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? probably went to school. i dont remember
4.Are you Happy when winter is pretty much over? obviously
~April~
1. Do you like the rain? eh. in april its ok, cause its better than the snow
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? i dont recall
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? no
4. Do you celebrate 4-20? i didnt last year
~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? plastic
2. Do you like the spring? yes
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers: the phrase is over you fuck
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind? green
~June~
1. What year did you graduate from school? 2005
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? i dont think so
~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? beach with everyone
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? beach i guess was a vacation
3.Do you Blast the A/C all day? indoors yes, but i dont bother to get it recharged in my car cause summer is so short its not worth the money
~August~
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? got hammered constantly
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? all the crazy ass parties
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? almost never
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? no, but i went a couple times this year, and thats a lot for me
~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? nope. well, til i graduated
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? ever? mr lemay or ms service
3. Do you like fall better than summer? nope not at all
~October~
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? i always have shitty costumes
2. what's your favorite candy? hm. snickers, milky way, payday
3. what did you dress up like this year? luigi
~November~
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? the ground round haha
2. Do you love stuffing? yeah its awesome
3. What are you thankful for? a lot of things
~December~
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yes
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? not that i recall. what a silly tradition
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? money
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? probably my ps2. i certainly used it more than anything.
5. Do you like cold weather? fuck no
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
1:04AM
my haircut isnt very good at all
its not her fault though, i can see how she thought i wanted what she did
i keep telling myself that at least it will grow back, that it could be worse; i could be ugly, or fat, or stupid. those things are really hard to correct. even still though, it's quite upsetting to me to not have my trademark nice hair.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
6:41PM
who wants to fuckin party
Thursday, December 8, 2005
1:25AM
i have one more non-christmas day off the rest of the entire month
and i dont mind at all
i'm really happy i found a job that i actually enjoy. also i think the best part is how i may be on the fast track within the company. i guess my assistant manager scott hasn't caught on to stuff as quickly as my manager mike would like. apparently if he doesnt improve by the end of the holidays, he might be gone. if so, thats my spot to lose. i already do managerial type things (although right now just the bitch work part, like calling customers when their orders come in, receiving, bank deposits, etc) so the transition would be a smooth one i think. the only issue i have is that i am sometimes try to do a million things at once, and i end up doing all those things halfway, and i forget to go back and fix it because i feel like i've done so much that its probably finished. i'll work on that.
Monday, December 5, 2005
3:23PM
huge win for carolina yesterday
the patriots will make the playoffs due to luck and lose to the jaguars in the first round
the bengals and bears are both awesome
Friday, December 2, 2005
11:15PM
the holidays fucking suck
Sunday, November 27, 2005
1:05AM
they didnt let us move in today cause they fuckin suck
although i suppose its just as well. i was really tired. i was gonna sell some of the stuff to b-rice but i just did not want to go anywhere. almost as soon as i got off the phone with dave i fell asleep. i wouldnt have been a good partier tonight anyway
so hopefully we can move in sometime during the week and then have a party on friday. that'd be excellent.
Friday, November 18, 2005
8:21PM
november 26 i move into my new apartment
Monday, November 7, 2005
4:12PM
i am getting two pictures to put up in the new apartment
one is of curt schilling during the bloody sock game. its him standing with his hat off, clearly grimacing in pain. the blood on the sock is visible. i wanted a picture of the shot just of his foot but i cant find that without the words "THE ULTIMATE RED SOCK" in ugly ass bold type, so this will do just fine.
i am also getting a signed achewood strip. its the one where teodor, cornelius, and phillippe are playing poker. teoder shows a pair of kings, cornelius has trip 5's. phillippe asks what his hand makes. "you have a two, and a receipt for a box of tampons? this may be the worst poker hand ever." phillippe folds. classic, and certainly much more original for home poker games than dogs playing poker.
Thursday, November 3, 2005
2:44AM
ahaha
fuck the knicks and fuck eddy curry and fuck larry brown
delonte west owns your asses
Current mood:  happy
Sunday, October 30, 2005
8:28PM
man october is pretty much over now
i am still kinda in summer mode. ive only worn a jacket twice. this could mean one of 2 things: i have built up a top notch tolerance to cold, or it hasnt been that cold. i'm confused about this, cause it has been pretty cold out. however, i used to not be able to go outside when it was under like 55.
Current mood:  perplexed
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Thursday, October 6, 2005
Sunday, October 2, 2005
3:45PM
i get really excited watching the patriots lose
Saturday, October 1, 2005
7:10PM
the last month went by very fast. here's hoping the next 6 do the same.
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